Sunday, July 11, 2010


Man it is late. I'm so tired. I've spent the last five days pretty much away from home: some nights at friend's houses, one at my girlfriend's, I even slept on a park bench last night, after telling mom I was at Gabe's for the night...but it hasn't helped. My sleeping has been sporadic and brief; I keep waking up, scared half to death. I know what I've done for the last five days, but I don't remember any of the details. And I'm getting paranoid, I keep looking over my shoulder, thinking I see Him, running like mad when I think I do. And the dreams. No, The Dream, it has become so vivid I can make out individual splinters as the wood gives way and explodes in the heat and flame. That's what woke me up just now. I'm at my house again, but I don't remember coming here...but I know I came under way own will.

I'm leaving tomorrow. I've made up my mind. Just staying away from the house won't work, I've got to get out of this town. I don't know where to go, exactly, I don't know how I'll survive exactly. But I won't just walk into His arms, I won't just lay down and accept defeat. I'll run. I'm leaving tomorrow, after mom's gone to work.

I'm scared, but I can't see any other way out of this...I don't know whether I'll post here anymore, but I will if I can.

Goodbye, at least for now.


  1. Fool. DoN't run. You will Only ESCalate things. You're not A survivalist, you're not PreparEd to be on You're Own, yoU're not even very athletic! TruSt me, I know what I'm talking about. You don't nOn of you do! Stay home, stay there, stay, stay, stay staystaystay STAY!

  2. O.K., this is ridiculous, now you're just being a troll. What is with you? Why are you doing this? It's not funny.

  3. Troll? I'm offended, why would you call me, your dear "dead" brother, something so degrading?

  4. What!? Alright, that's too far. Your not fucking funny! Why the hell are you doing this!? It's an insult. Your not even a good troll. Get the hell off this blog!

  5. You don't believe me? Why? Have I ever lied to you, on this forum? No matter, you'll find out soon enough, for yourself. When you open your door.

  6. Well.
    Creepiest troll I've seen yet.


  7. Andrew had Capital letters. No Escape. I've seen this before in other encounters. He Knows.